eltonbelton

2006-12-11T07:29:00.000-08:00

I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken -- and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived. Peace to all. big elt.xxx

2006-12-07T19:38:00.000-08:00

WATER ON MARS.

whatever next. i find news articles like this very exciting. http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/sci/tech/6214834.stm. could we finally have somewhere to go when we ruin this place. i also heard america are building a perminate space staion on the moon. probably supported by branson who is the only person to have a commercial flights into space. i think it would be pretty shit living on the moon or on mars.

Are plans just made to give us a goal to look forward to. but what happens when shit hits the fan. all the hopes and dreams get shat on. kind of makes me what to not plan anything anymore. just for the fact that if once again if it all goes tits up you feel shit. just wing it i say and see what happens. you never know what the next day will bring... fortune.. maybe, or pain hurting and greif. Im no way a man to give wisdom on to the next but hey.

spent a day with a 91 year old man the other day and we just chatted about life and everything. very inspiring. he said i made his day and vise versa. he told me some great words of wisdom. it really kind of moved me. weird, even he said we clicked. maybe im just a 100 year old man with little wisedom stuck in a 27 year old mans body????

2006-11-06T14:48:00.000-08:00

HOLIDAY!

Start of the holiday today. very happy about that. had a phone call from my top boss who said i could have the whole month off if i want. went to the ward and they said "well only if we move wards". really they are deluded. we are moving and the ward is closing, simple as that, except it. crazy.
went to gig after work last night that was sweet. tom, els bro, had his first gig with his band and i was cool. even cooler it was off oxfrod circus and the pheonix bar.
been chilled today me and el chilled and went to the park near hers and what a beautiful day for it. took some photos. hada coke in a dodge jerk chicken pub in the cross then brought everything fior a good old fry up. yummy...dicided to go to the cinema thi afternoon and we saw borat. funny as f@?k. aslo very disgusting. but well worth a watch, he brought to are attention how some americans can be so stuck in their ways. ill as no more but watch. went home and watched a couple of episodes of shameless with ele then drove her home. as the gent i am. and recided to the jam circus for a pint, emails and genrally downloading anything i can as yet to sort out internet at home. life is swell and am happy in the new pad . going to see the parents at the end of the week and say goodbye to a dear friend and his mises who are going to travell the world together for 8 months. am well jelious, wish it was me. night all....x

2006-11-04T12:06:00.000-08:00

BANG BANG!!!!

Fireworks banging all around. and im at work. from the ninth floor it looks and sounds like a war zone accross the capital. and sounds like one. went to els house party last night and felt a bit worse for were this morning. work gas been fine today nive and quiet just how we like it. last day on this ward tomorrow as ive heard the ward is to close down. tis very crazy but have been told i have a job on another cancer ward. hopefully got one month off from monday but definatly have two weeks off.
house is well sweet feeling properly settled at last. blew a few hundred at ikea with a poorly en-tow. shes feeling better today so thats all good. need to arrange a house warming for close friends. plan on doing a roast soon too.
been getting into a bit of snooker with the boys although the cross snooker hall has cross people in there sometimes. riding bike in the cold isnt all that fun when you lose the backend from having cold tyres. think ill proberbly get out of work early tonight. but a s i said its the last day tomorrow. then chill.
missing out on an oncology ball tonight but i really couldnt be arsed to pay 50 notes to go be posh hotel in a tux and look like an idiot. and probably get drunk in front of the head bosses who are hopefully giving me new job next week. it is really hard to understand that they are closing a cancer ward as we were supposed to be the 2nd biggest in the country. mood on the ward is low as some people have been here for litrally years and myself only 2 months. life moves on though.
bang bang. flash flash, and cop cars. great...

2006-10-17T09:01:00.000-07:00

Sweet as a Nut!!

Absolutly sweet as a nut!! am in finally. moved in proper at the weekend to my new house. itfeels good and i mean real good to finally get out of the bedshit. And no, sorry edi i didnt piss all over it before i left, i think i did enough of that when i lived there.
New house i cool and bigger than i remember. only bryn, ele and my parents have seen it and they all like it. which is nice. got a new bed and some comfty sofas. still need to get loads more furniture but its coming on nicely.
The crackheads that i thouhgt lived downstairs confused me last night by having a dinner party with some lovely smelling food, so maybe not crackheads??? maybe worse....Students!!!!
havnt worked it out yet.
garden is like a fucking jungle but ill sort that out im sure. need to take a trip down to homebase or ikea to get house things.
currently sitting at eles with no one here as ele has gone to work and i, like a mug, said i would wait for her new phone to be delivered. and its still not here. going for a few bevi's tonight with ele and bryn in brockley so if anyone fancies popping down that would be sweet.
Bikes a dream as ever. work boring as ever. worked all weekend but have a few days off now. went out on saturday to darias new place, which was full of very good looking women and me. then went on to a club where i felt about 60 as the music was too loud and was giving me a headache, loads of people dancing like fools. dragged in by everyone else for 10 quid and left within about thirty minutes. what a waste then relised it was about 2 in the morning and i couldnt get back to brockley so had to pay for a cab back to mine and try and look after very drunk ele who proceeded to chat shit to the driver all the way home and picked up a bottle of cherry lambrini, off the floor of the cab, already open to take home. and finally get about three hours sleep and do a long day at work. but all was alright as i didnt sleep alone that night.
well i think its beer o'clock and i dont have to work tomorrow so "mine a pint" thanks babe!!!!

2006-10-09T19:42:00.000-07:00

MEAT AND CHEESE!

Man god damm!!! i love that meaty cheesy flavour. Ive been on the eltonbelton diet. loads of meat and cheese to try and fatten myself up. doesnt seem to be working very well. still only 11 1/2 stone. but my god does it taste lovely. once, i found this cheese in greenwich market that actully had meat within the cheese. ummm.
As on nights i didnt bring any cheese and meat in so had to do with a pot noodle, mexican fajita flavour. not anywhere on the outer case does it say REALLY spicy. i know im no the best at spice but im on my third glass of icy water and ive only just started it. tell you could well do with a beer right now. ill wait till i finish i think. probably best.
work is dead quiet once again but am not complaining. just bored. got 3 days off to move house. yippy!!!! Was half an hour late for work tonight. totally overslept. didnt even plan on going to bed b4 work either. just crashed out......spicy.........
been trying to cook these things that ele used to make for me. quesadillas. the turn out alright (ish) but just dont taste the same, but did cook some wicked taco's the other day. cant wait to get in my own new kitchen were i actually can cook in it. ill have to pay ele back for all the meals she's prepared for me. i feel a mexican night at my house coming up. and your all invited. Even thought about, in a few weeks time, doing a roast. will have to work out the cooker first. getting excited again bout moving. will still be sleeping on the floor til the weekend. im getting a delivery of goodies on saturday. two sofas, new big bed and table and chairs. might need a hand lugging up stairs though (hint, hint).
Hope you all have had pleasant dreams of happiness and monkeys??????
Peace out.

2006-10-08T16:45:00.000-07:00

FREEDOM

At work at the weekend and also doing nights oh what fun. Think i got given the short straw. While everyone else is enjoying a lovely sunny weekend im stuck under the dim glow of an xray lightbox. between that and the computer screen the ward looks very dark and a bit spooky. so far my turn on nights have been good and not too busy. Had a real spait of people dying on my shifts.

But dont be fooled although i may sit up all night like a crazed insomniack i then get my turn with the long straw. four days off this week,,,, unfortionatly everyone else is at work and when i want to party on people are like" no its a school night". no really this week could be one of the best weeks of my life. i finally move into my new house. Goodbye old bedshit. I think the owners of the that bedsit need to fumagate it and possible burn it down and rebuild it. sweaty me has lived, drank, cooked and passed wind in that one room for the past 10 months. mingin!!!! and the window never opened. ( not a chioce of mine ) Burn it i say, just to be safe. i would say ive had happy memories there , but really i havnt. those four walls ahhhhhhh......! get me out now....

On a more serious note i really do think living in such a small place could actully eventully turn someone crazy. just look at prisoners. all crazy psychos. Came into work feeling rubbish tonight for no reason at all. think it maybe pre-stress of moving. ????

Met up for a coke with jim today. which was good to catch up. its nice to know theres people already down in south east london (propernot london bridge) that i can just pop round a say hi. same vise versa. hope people will pop round to my new place. am spending my busy nights looking on the internet for house things such as blinds and rugs. think im getting old.

Plan on bit of a shindig at the new place for close friends. maybe i dinner party. what what...
thought about getting people over if they fancied decorating the place but thought that may be a bit cheeky. to be honest i dont think i have that much to do. it was nearly 5 months ago i saw it last. who knows. night all.

The Ton x

2006-09-19T15:31:00.000-07:00

The dover castle

Yet another night in the dover castle stealing the free internet. and once again another fight. this time in the pub, while scared foreigners look on asking why this happens and i reply its that kind of place sometimes. cops pull up and the pub empties. oh well more space for me. >>

Work was ok but was in the pub til late last night. looking forward to gettin out of london bridge cos am seeing this kind of shit daily. ivd like my time here but everyone has moved away and feeling bit lonely here. least i have my new love in my life. once again i am talking about my new toy, the bike. spent my break today polishing it, sad i know but cant beleive ive actually bought such an awsome peice of machinary. its like ridng a screaming dragon that just roars even if ur just pootering. plan on joining a bike club to get my profsesional riding certificate but also have to have a few days on a track for that. cheaper insurance. !!!the nec in birmingham have a big bike show coming up next month so hoping a few people wil be up for that. cruise up on the bikes, and dashs boyfiend is moving there at the weekend.

As i said ive got six days off now so plan on heading home to see the family. bro an all. show him the new toy. sent him a text with pic and he sent one back showing his new audi A4 turbo. boved will piss all over it. well beer to drink a no work tom. sweet!!!!!!!!

L8rs,,, BIG ELT xxx

2006-09-18T15:44:00.000-07:00

At Last!

At last we have some good news regarding the house. had word today its all going through and the seller hasnt pulled out. although he has gone to barbados for a month. at least i have a date now. mid october. it will be 5 months in the process of buying a house. thank god!!!!

work again today was once again very slow and unfortionatly no highlights, not stuff i can talk about, but its work and pays money so cool. went in work today planing on working a three day week as usual but got told i have too many shifts so have friday off. that gives me 6 days off in a row. sweet. time to enjoy the bike as ive been told its going to be hot and sunny all week. didnt get to ride today but spent my lunch break just staring at the beast of london bridge.

Helped the little one to move house this weekend and am aching like buggery. it even hurt to pull doors open. think i need to get fit. cant wait to move myself and get out my bedshit. sorry bedsit. am currntly in the dover castle enjoying free internet, but it is midnight and its packed and have to work tomorrow. broved,,,, i think not,,,,. take care and night all.

2006-09-13T20:09:00.000-07:00

Just another night at work. tis 4am and all is quiet. ( not supposed to use the q word ). last shift thank god. now ive got few days off.
Fixed the bike today found out it was a loose connection so now its fully up and running. planing on getting used to it for a few days but its forecast for rain. just got a few more tweaks to do b4 its perfect. it goes so so soo fast!!! i love it really. got my pot noodle spicy one to keep me company.
missed a ward night out tonight cos obviously at work. had phone call from drunk staff members at 3am. didnt really know what to say. bloody drunk people.!!! had a guy sleep walk tonight and weeed on another patients feet who was sleeping in a chair. not funny but highlight of the night. so far.
Things moving a step further wit the house buying which i'm chuffed about but deadline for completing is friday( aint going to happen ) said seller would pull out. we shall see.
Thinking about going to visit a friend in east anglia this weekend for his birthday but have the strange feeling i may be the only one there and plan would be to just sit in their flat, Hum....Fun Fun....
Had a random phone call from very old friend who lives in london so going to meet them for a quick pint i think on friday. then hopefully throw some bowling balls around with jim.

As i promised i will start putting some pics on just cant do it while at work. well take care people. hope you all slept well. i was up watching the wicked loud storm. was very cool. night.

2006-09-10T17:29:00.000-07:00

i recently been trying to buy a house in london and its driving me nuts. why cant some things be simple. did a silly thing last week and bought myself a superbike with the capability of doing 175mph. dont think ill ever nedd the sort of spped but its nice to know its there. ( just in case ) plan is to take it on a few track days. its a suzuki Gsxr 750 1999. looks lovely. got it from a man in essex. rode it home no worries. now the thing wont start. constant flat battery. shit. ..
this reminds me of the issues i had with my old bike.

went for a few drinks in town last night, got a little drunk, played darts and lost a lot. on the way home with jim, ed and ele grabs some tinnies to have back at the flat. walking up borough high street someone shouts,," sounds like a party in there" so we wonder in this back door expecting to be in some seady squat but no alas... it wsa the back door to ministy of sound. it was there 15th birthday gig. (pics to come). funny as you like. four people dressed to go down the pub in ministry with cans of beer and no one said a thing. woke up this morning just thinking "did that really happen".

on nights all week after 5 days off. moved jobs on monday. man this is so easy. all my patients are asleep and reasonably well so have time to surf the net...i shoulkd really go and look busy but there really is nothing to do at the mo. oh well it will be my break soon...think ill go and smoke a fag...l8rs.

2006-08-27T12:10:00.000-07:00

only imaginary myths and current affairs puzzle me today. ??
my perception on disloyalty and greivience towards life itself is the one thing to make things move in an unexpected way. curious though i am, when regarding true beleifs and expectations one can surely only truely beleive in what is placed directed upon them to understand. I study the human life infront of me and i can only think about beings and thoughts that are in the past? confusing as it may be, its makes a weird kind of inner sence. unexplainable to some but just......well.... curious!!!!!!!!!!!